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Sociology, Theology, Anti-Religion and Exploration: Forcing Humanity Forwards


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Vexen Crabtree 2015
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If God is moral then religion is irrelevent to salvation

"Universalism: If there is a Good God, Everyone Must Go to Heaven" by Vexen Crabtree (2002)


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How I feel

(Anonymous)
well first of all im still a new christian but I do believe that i've been lead to read the bible and to believe in jesus. Going back about 3 or 4 months ago I remember asking god to show me if he is really there and that I would love for him to be a part of my life. I'm sure alot of people do this but when I did it I was really open hearted about it, I mean I really ment it from the inside and I was willing to give up everything I thought I knew about if there was a god or wasn't, just please show me god because I feel empty. During that week and there after I cant count how many new people I met that invited me to go to there chruch, I met a girl that got me involved with a great business and then she ran into someone who once again invited both of us to his chruch, the agreement was that we went to his chruch for at least one mass then he would check out our business op. so I went to the mass and it turned out to be a special day when everyone can go up and get blessed and clean the spirit, to let jesus know than your willing to try to be even harder then before to be a better person. alot of people at this chruch went up and started speaking in toungs, what really shocked me was when the girl that got me involved in the business went up and for the first time startes talking in toungs. I was invited to go up but for some reason I didn't go, at this point I had a feeling from inside that kinda made me feel like I was saposed to go up there. a few weeks later I went to a business conferance 3 days all togeather 2 days on how to be sucessfull in business and the last day an optional mass. At the mass once again I along with about 200 people maby even more were invited to the alter to be saved, it really felt as if I were being called and after all I did ask to connect with god so I went up. We all followed the prayer and right away almost everyone started crying, smiling, looking peacefull, I almost let out the tears but for some reason I held them back. You know some of us are too macho to cry in public in front of all the ladies but something special did happen that day and the priest, pastor (im not really sure which one) said to be carefull because the devil will try to take it away as soon as he had a chance. Later on that day on my way home a lady said "I can feel it" I turned around looked at her, she was sitting there with her daughter so I said "huh" im guessing with a funny facial expression, she sais " I can feel the spirit, you must have just been born again" it was at that point that god in his own way was letting me know what happend was the real deal. secconds later a religious song about Jesus started to play on the bus terminal speaker. maby a week later I was sitting in the park and a lady walks up to me and gives me a bible. Now there, I can really go on much further with lots of things that just kept happening after but it all only can happen with an open mind and heart, for some reason I felt as if I was saposed to let you all know this and mostly the main guy that put all this web site togeather. -thank you, please reach me if you want- rican-nyc@hotmail.com

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